Blog #2

I have recently had another interaction with a handmaid. We of course had to go through the normal ritual. I think she didn't like it. I don't know what it is but I don't like the situation, what they are forced to do is terrible. I feel so confused, I don't know what is right or wrong anymore. The interaction was not unpleasant, or at least not for me but I don't know about her. I'm just conflicted lost in the chaos of this society I live in.

Blog #1

My name is Commander Daniel. I have blond hair and blue eyes. I am quite short and am starting to lose quite a bit of my hair at an age 0f fifty two. At my current age my body is not what it used to be. I am quite scrawny and think I may be senile. I wear black which is the color of the superior and elite. However my co-commanders do not think very highly of me or as one of their own, one of the superior. I think they may even hate me. I know this cannot come from jealously because of my poor physical appearance. My seething curiosity my drive me insane. I have recently been having many terrible dreams of late. One in particular. One is a dream where I am being chased by a huge overwhelming force of angry people, trying to kill me. I do not know why they hate me so much but I know I must escape. I try to reach and grab a fence to climb over. But I am to short, I cannot reach no matter how hard I try. I am just to short. The mob reaches me and like insane savages and beat me to death.